Oooh, now that's good...
After a conversation with Adam, I would like to change the phrase that I used in yesterday's post from: "Wallowing in self pity seems self defeating, and only prolongs the misery" to: "Being depressed sucks, and no one could possibly want to feel that way".
It's all very confusing, especially when your own child is involved. It's a whole mixture of anger, frustration, guilt, insecurity, blame, and fear. But thankfully it all stems from a giant, one-of-a-kind, place of love.
Still not always easy, but we have to keep trying.